i feel like life is a little bit like a limbo act these days. I keep bending further and further back, i have yet to totally slip backwards and land on my bum, but it is bound to happen soon.
i don't want to whine, but at the moment i am certainly feeling like low man on the totem pole. while being pregnant while having two almost three-year olds is exhausting - being the one that is caring for two almost three-year olds, and one increasingly pukey wife - now that is exhausting.
i joke that most evenings everyone in my house is asleep by 7:30pm. tragically, it is not so much of a joke. all tucked in, i am left to the dishes the laundry and try and prepare for the holiday season that is rapidly approaching.
when i do fall into bed, i met with my wife who is dealing with pregnancy insomnia and flips and flops more times than i care to think about throughout the night. morning comes - the day begins - it feels just a little bit like groundhogs day.
i am trying to carry the load, i want M to feel supported and feel like she has the space needed sleep as i had when i was pregnant. but this time around, after i give to my kids, i support my wife - there is not much left. not enough hours in the day.
i am t.i.r.e.d.
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